time..

There are periods where I just don't know what I'm doing to myself. I've purposely made myself occupied but what am I going to do when that's all done. Am I jeopardising my own future by being like this? I have no time to study for the GAMSAT. I don't know what to do. I really want to talk to S or J about all the stuff that's been bothering me. But dammit they're both overseas. Sorry girls, this isn't something that you can help. I wish it was.

I can't wait till March when semester 1 starts and everyone is back. Maybe I will know the outcome then. Maybe this time it will be different and I won't lose anybody. Or possibly...people have changed and I don't care anymore?

Quiet time to myself is not good.... So now back to lesson preparation...