The Gold Coast trip with friends was a blast!! I was able to forget about everything and just have fun. And through the trip I've gotten closer to a couple of people and learnt new things about everyone. The memories of Gold Coast will stay with me for a lifetime, especially with all the photos lol But sadly all good things always come to an end... Back in Melbourne and back to uni...
So back to uni again... althought it kinda feels like I never left it in the first place. The same old ritual of heading to uni in the ungodly hours of the morning with J and spending so many hours at uni always brings back some memories of last year. I believe I'm ok now. But I still haven't seen C or talked to him. I still care about him as a friend and I really want to know that he still cares about me as well. With all that time we spent together in 2010, and all the things that we've done together and gained each other's trust, it's such a pity if we have to go back to the beginning and start all over. This is the main thing that pains me right now. But knowing C, he's already stuck to his books, trying to get ahead...
I know I dedicate a lot of my blog on my heartaches and rants on love and relationships but it's cause I just don't know how to open up to these topics to people. I don't want to hassle ppl with my constant blabblings on C and it's just easier to see these thoughts in writing.
EDIT// I realised that I never end up posting a lot of my babblings lol Maybe it's better that way
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